Bar Exam PTSD

MA bar exam results are due soon’ish. Below is the transcript of a recent chat conversation with one of my sisters…

Me: “I’m frustrated & on edge. Like I’m waiting for something or something is about to happen. It’s making me lose tether and I am getting aggressive.”

Sister1: “You’re waiting for your [bar exam] letter.”Sister: “BTW we have to make a rule: When you get your letter, you have to FT (FaceTime) before you open it!

Me: I forgot.
Me: I swear to god.

Sister1: I guess your subconscious didn’t.

Me: I think I officially have PTSD